I'm doin' just fine.
Is it your bicep that doesn’t have any strength? And is it your forearm that goes numb?
Yeah, it is. What does that mean?
So my left arm lost all of its strength today for some reason…
I can barely grip anything and it goes numb on a consistent basis.
I don’t really get it.
Oh well.
So far, 14 of the last 15 songs on this Pandora station have all been songs on my current playlist
and for some reason I have no problem with it at all. (Even though they’re not new and that’s usually what I’m looking for on Pandora…)
I really love music… especially this music.
Unbreakable - Jesse Ruben
I was writing a thank-you note when this song came up on Pandora.
Guess who it was for?
Guess who the song made me think of?
Chills.
I stopped what I was doing and listened.
I’ve never heard this song before now, but…
Yeah. It’s worth a listen.
Three things:
- It will forever and always be a fact that I am comfortable around you, and there is absolutely nothing forced about the smiles, laughs, and happiness that come from your presence. It’s nice. I feel like I’m with my best friend and we’ve picked up right where we left off. I can’t even begin to understand how or why, but things just work.
- There’s just… something about what happens when I’m around you that I can’t really describe. And I can’t say it happens around anyone else.
- The sun may set in paradise, but it also rises again.
I collapsed when I got out of bed this morning.
My left leg gave out and I couldn’t stand up for a good 5 minutes.
The entire thing was numb and I didn’t even realize it.
How does that happen?
It was pretty strange….
Holy mixed feelings and confusion…
I wonder if this is why I woke up to a pounding headache…
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember,
The people we used to be…
It’s even harder to picture,
That you’re not here next to me.
You say it’s too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise
I really can’t help but wonder.
If life wouldn’t have taken our lives in separate directions, what would we be doing right now?
I’ve been thinking about it for the last two days.
